I have been sitting here feeling really guilty the last few days, guilty and selfish. I know that so many people around me need help, need time and attention, a break from their kids, maybe even just to go out for a Coke or something. I cant seem to find the time to help. When I do have time I cant muster up the energy to drive the 15 or 20 min it might take to get to their houses. How lame, how lame am I I work 50-60 hours a week and have two half grown children and I can't find the time or energy to make someone else's day by helping them pull weeds, or clean their kitchen.

Maybe I have forgotten what is really important, maybe I have lost my way, I am going to make a conscious effort to see more people even if it is only for an hour, I am going to spend more time with my nieces and nephews, who by the way I adore! More time with old friends and less time with the same old same old. So please let me help you if I ask, please feel free to ask me. Those of you I have not seen in 2009 lets get together even just for a minute I am serious! Even if I have I think we should get together anyway!

Your A Heart Breaker

Yeah for me, this is the second time I have woke up to find that the boys with broken hearts have pulled my flowers and thrown them in the window well of their heart breaker! Yes, I am serious the flowers that I bought myself, and planted myself as a gift from my family for Mothers day, have been uprooted again. I am so tired of kids thinking that by destroying the property of the parents of the kids they are mad at, they are some how getting back at them. This makes me mad, sad and scared for this next generation of unruly children to run the world!

I guess on the bright side this time they didn't empty every single of of my planters just a few. AARRGGGHH!

Okay, So I am going through pictures to try to post some to go with my blogging and I cannot find any on my computer of Kayden that are at all new. So what is going on? I guess the fact that he is almost never home and spends so much time at Little Grandmas means he misses out on all of my obnoxious picture taking. I do have some new pictures of him on my camera, but since I have to take it to WalMart to upload them on a disk and then to my computer (because my super cute daughter broke the part of my camera that plugs into the computer) means it doesn't get done very often. So to make sure that everyone knows who he is and he is a part of my blog I will be going to WalMart tonight to get that taken care of. I will be posting those very soon!

Let me catch you up

So those of you who have not listened to my constant rambling and complaining lately may not be up -to -date on the latest "Happiness" at my house, so let me update you. Kelsey made the drill team at her school, Yeah! Kayden is on a good baseball team this year for once and doing great! Jordan has been offered the quarterback position on the JV team for his school and spending all summer at football camp, Jozee is very pregnant and expecting babies in about a week and a half, I am still a workaholic (according to my friends and family)and Tony is, well just sitting back watching it all.
Everyday is an event and I cant wait to see what the next day will bring!

I'm new at this

So beacuse I am such a blog stocker I thought maybe I should start my own. I am new at this so it might be slow coming but I will do my best to update often (since I love to see new entries everyday on everyone elses). This is a start I will get back to you soon!