I have been sitting here feeling really guilty the last few days, guilty and selfish. I know that so many people around me need help, need time and attention, a break from their kids, maybe even just to go out for a Coke or something. I cant seem to find the time to help. When I do have time I cant muster up the energy to drive the 15 or 20 min it might take to get to their houses. How lame, how lame am I I work 50-60 hours a week and have two half grown children and I can't find the time or energy to make someone else's day by helping them pull weeds, or clean their kitchen.

Maybe I have forgotten what is really important, maybe I have lost my way, I am going to make a conscious effort to see more people even if it is only for an hour, I am going to spend more time with my nieces and nephews, who by the way I adore! More time with old friends and less time with the same old same old. So please let me help you if I ask, please feel free to ask me. Those of you I have not seen in 2009 lets get together even just for a minute I am serious! Even if I have I think we should get together anyway!